The souless night creeps up upon me Engulfing my body in darkness Hiding my swollen puffy face from the world The tears glide silently down my cheeks All alone in the world Thirsting to be wiped away Destroyed from utter exsistance Obliverated by the warm hands of my true love How I wish for her to tell me that everthing's alright That she loves me and she'll be there in the morning To hug and kiss To watch as she sleeps in Breathing easily craddled in my arms as if I could protect her from death itself But reality takes hold again And the cold hard facts reach my brain She is confussed Lost and unsure about her love I weep, yet I doubt she believes me or even realizes the pain I feel All I am told is that she is unsure Then certainy comes in the blink of an eye Then both emotions take turns rotating with one another, swiching back and forth Confussing and puzzling me like an enormous hedge maze at night Turning my feelings into a roller coaster from hell Ruining me, slowly and painfully Decapitating my very existance Is she even sure when she says those three heeded words The three words that even married couples fear like death itself "I Love You" No she is not sure Hopefully she will be For I am slipping away Into the souless night And being shrouded by the shadows of ignorance Yet my love stays strong Like a beacon in a fogged ocean Bright and pure Calling for her to answer At her own will Or maybe she has already chosen and I am the blind man at sea and not her

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